Thursday, June 23, 2011

More of my summer in Florida


God has done some awesome things the past several days! Since I last blogged, we had our first bible study. We looked at Ephesians 1 and talked about our spiritual blessings in Christ. It was awesome to learn more about what they mean and just to live in the fact that we are given so much as followers of Christ. The next day my discipler and I went out to share the gospel (or at least attempted to) because after talking to only two people, a man who was working basically told us to go to the security office to get permission to be in that area. After we left his store, there was a younger boy sitting on a bench and we thought it would be a perfect opportunity to initiate with him. After talking to him for about 20 seconds, the guy from the shop came out, and told us that security was on their way. We left a little while later. It was really discouraging and there was definitely some spiritual warfare going on there. God is sovereign and we needed to remember that, so we just wound up praying for other groups who were sharing and then headed back. Later that night was our first work shift at Cosmic Ray’s. We trained and trained and trained! It was really overwhelming but good to finally be at Cosmic Ray’s. That night we didn’t get to know much of anyone except our trainer Brittni.

The next day was everyone’s day off, and we all went to Cocoa Beach. That morning we were trained in how to use Soularium (which is a tool used to share the gospel through pictures). Once we got to the beach, my buddy Luke and I went and started talking to people. Luke wanted to talk to this older guy who was using a metal detector. At first I wasn’t too keen on talking to the guy, but we wound up having a nice chat with him and then asked if he would like to answer a few questions using pictures. We asked him questions about his life and what his spiritual background was. He said he was a Christian, but that he didn’t like people. He has had some bad experiences with people in the past which have caused him to feel negatively towards people. We explained to him that we should love others because of the love Christ has shown us. We also explained the gospel to him in the fact that it’s not by our works we are saved but only because of God’s amazing grace. He was really appreciative of that. After that, Luke and I came across two other guys hanging out at the beach. We asked if they would go through the pictures with us as well. Through the conversation we realized they both called themselves Christians, but from what we gathered their lifestyle didn’t really reflect it. It was still a great conversation though. After sharing, all of us together went surfing and had an awesome time.

Thursday morning was men’s time. We played some dodgeball and then talked more about 2 Timothy and used the R.A.C.E. model which stands for Rejecting passivity, accepting responsibility, courageously leading, and expecting a greater reward. After that, Phillip (my discipler) and I went sharing again. The first guy we talked to was Hispanic and told us he didn’t really speak English. I responded by saying I could speak some Spanish and he seemed really happy. I asked him if we could go through some questions with him. We went through the questions and I found that he had the mentality that any way is okay. I was able to share the Knowing God personally booklet. It was awesome that God could use me, even with my broken Spanish to share the Gospel with this man. After that conversation, we came across a man sitting on the bench named Mustafa. During the survey we found out that he was Muslim. We finished the survey and asked if we could share the knowing God personally booklet with him and he said that would be fine. It was so hard though because when we asked him if he had ever sinned before he responded with no. We couldn’t believe he said that, but Phillip continued sharing the Gospel with him through the booklet. We also explained the Trinity to him using scripture. The conversation went really well and it ended with him taking the booklet with him. He didn’t trust Christ during our conversation, but the fact that a Muslim was willing to hear us explain the Gospel was so awesome! After that Phillip and I talked about life and how we continue to fail in our minds, but God continually shows us mercy and loves us!

Friday was a long day! I was awake at 6 am and was at Disney University by 8 am to take a training class I had missed. I was finished there around noon and then worked at 6 for the next 8 hours to train. It was such a long and stressful day and a huge test of my patience. The job I have is by no means glamorous, because I work in fast food and it’s also been a huge humbling experience to be the new guy again. It’s super challenging but it is so good for me. The next day was our assessment, which we passed. Praise God!

On Sunday I visited a church where the pastor talked about dads being superheroes. It was a cool analogy. That night was our first night without our trainer and it went really well. It was also the time where I wasn’t with my project training group any more so I was going to be forced to meet new people in the breakroom. I was able to chat with a guy named Daniel for a few minutes. Going to sit with someone I didn’t know was pretty challenging but it was cool.

Monday morning we had our next bible study and we talked about how much God treasures us. It is so important to know that we are highly valued by God! We worked later that night and some cool things happened. One of my coworkers, Jalina, was on break at the same time as me so we chatted and I eventually asked her what her spiritual background was. She explained that she was Roman Catholic. That was about the extent of our conversation but I’m excited to hear more of her story! Later that night I was working in the topping bar with a coworker and spiritual things came up. She told me she grew up Baptist but has since become Agnostic. Our conversation was interrupted by the numerous amounts of guests at the restaurant. As I was ending my shift I saw her in the breakroom and sat down with her. She then proceeded to tell me the reason she left her beliefs was that she was bisexual. I think she expected me to automatically judge her, but our conversation continued and then two other friends from my project joined also not even knowing it was a spiritual conversation. One of the guys, Jordan, shared the Gospel with her. I could tell she was slightly uncomfortable, but not too much. We talked a little more then she said she had to go and that she was already 25 minutes late for punching back in. A few seconds later she ran back in the breakroom and asked for our phone numbers and wants to hangout with us sometime! Here we thought she might have been upset but she actually asked us to hangout which was sweet!

Tuesday was prayer and share day. I am on the prayer team so I led us in praying for our project, things like unity, intentionality, and being God-focused. We also prayed for all of our workplaces and that we would continue to make friends with our co-workers. Since we have a world-vision focus this summer we also prayed for the countries of Panama and Australia. After our prayer time, we went out sharing again. This time I went with one of the project directors, Danny. He and I were walking into the mall when I young guy approached us asking if we were interested in trying these magnetic bracelets. Supposedly they are supposed to help with balance, we thought what the heck we will give it a shot. In reality they actually worked. After we took the test, we told him we were with Campus Crusade and asked if he had some time to take a quick survey and he said sure. After the 3rd question we found out he was atheist. He told us his story of how he grew up in a solid Christian home and basically through a series of events became atheist. We wound up talking to him for over an hour and probably would have continued to talk if customers weren’t waiting to be helped. We exchanged numbers with him and asked if he wanted to hangout sometime and he said sure. After that, Phillip and I met and talked about 1 John 1 and what it means to walk in the light. A lot of people think walking in the light is living more holy, but it’s not that at all. Walking in the light is living a life exposed to sin. If we bring sin to light, God can start to help us deal with our sin. If we live in darkness and hide, it’s much harder for healing to come. I know it’s definitely true in my life, and I am so thankful that I have friends that I can bring sin to light with. That night was another work shift, and it was my favorite work day so far. It started off with one of our co-workers Tami just talking to me about spiritual things. She had been sitting by us in the breakroom the night before and heard our spiritual conversation with Chloe! She was really interested in some things I believed and just shared her belief in God but that she doesn’t like the church. It was awesome to have someone initiate a spiritual conversation with me! I also got to know by co-worker Kerry who I found out is a solid believer. Tuesday was one of the most encouraging days for my summer so far.

Wednesday we all met at Epcot and divided into groups for an international journey. I was placed into a group and later found out that not only would we be traveling to Italy but we were Italians. We lived an exaggerated Italian lifestyle for the longest two hours of my life! At first it started off as fun, but it got to be so annoying, meaningless, and unsatisfying. An example was that we kept getting told that we were going to eat an amazing meal, and when it finally came time to eat we were given stale bread and nasty red colored water which we thought was punch. Later we realized that these examples represented the emptiness of religion in Italy. They are experiencing what appears good, but doesn’t ever satisfy. Only the Jesus Christ can satisfy us, not the emptiness of religion. Over 82 percent of Italians label themselves as Catholic, but only .6 percent of Italians follow Jesus Christ! That night we were able to connect with some international students working at Epcot and we got to end the night with a cool fireworks display.

This morning we had another men’s time and learned more about the R.A.C.E. model. After men’s time, Danny (the project director) and I were able to get lunch with Tyler (the atheist we met on Thursday)! It was so awesome to be able to follow up with someone we met doing street evangelism. We talked about life, and after about 30 minutes he said he wanted to ask us a theological question. And for another 30 minutes we talked more and more about the bible. We talked specifically about Abraham going to sacrifice Isaac and that Abraham realized God would have to raise Isaac from the dead if he was going to fulfill his promises that he made to Abraham. As Abraham is about to kill Isaac, God tells him to stop, and provides a ram to take his place. We shared with him how that represents Jesus Christ. God basically raised Isaac from the dead, and that’s what happens with Jesus Christ. Also, Jesus Christ takes our place because he took on the punishment we deserve! Talking with Tyler has been so cool for me, because I am not able to answer a lot of his questions, but Danny is able to answer a lot of things. It is so humbling for me and I am learning a ton on how to defend my faith but at the same time respond in grace and love. Both Danny and I are reading a book called “A million ways to Die” by Rick James. In the book he talks about how we can try to make ourselves look awesome and smart when we share. That’s how I am a lot of times, but it’s not about that. No matter how much I know or say, ultimately only God can change someone’s heart and the gospel is the power of God unto salvation (Romans 1:16) for someone! We had to cut it short, but the conversation with Tyler ended in him saying he has more questions for the next time we hangout! After lunch with Tyler a group of us hung out at animal kingdom which was a ton of fun.

God has been doing some awesome things here this summer and he has been working on a lot of issues in my life! I am so excited to see what he continues to do here in Florida this summer!!

Berto

Monday, June 13, 2011

I will go


Hey all! What a crazy couple of weeks it has been. I arrived in Florida on the 31st, and things have been non-stop and on-the-go ever since. The first week in Florida involved getting to know everyone, moving in, training, and some fun things. Our housing is great. We’ve been blessed with an awesome contract with the Mike Ditka Resort. They gave us a great deal for our summer project. My team consists of 39 students from around the country and several Campus Crusade staff members. The day we arrived we had a BBQ and afterwards we went to downtown Disney for a scavenger hunt. It was great getting to know everyone and build unity through the hunt. The next day we began “surfer’s training”. The entire day was devoted to learning about ministry at Disney, we also started our “4-sevens” booklet which is a tool that dives into the book of Luke and we use it for our times with the Lord every day. That evening we went grocery shopping, and my roommates and I made our first dinner together. It was a great time of bonding! The next morning we went to the Walt Disney World casting center to get our final paperwork finished so that we could begin employment the next week. After that we got into small groups with our disciple and had soul-to-soul. My disciple is on staff in Denver and is an awesome guy, he and I and three other guys spent the next several hours sharing our life stories and had a great time connecting on a deeper level. It was pretty intense, but it felt so amazing to share what was going on in my life. The next day we had “surfer’s training” once again and talked about how to multiply our faith, and share the gospel relationally which is what we’ll be doing with our co-workers at Walt Disney World. That night we had some fun and went to an indoor surf place. It was fun seeing a few people succeed, and a LOT of people fall! The next day (Saturday) we went to downtown Orlando to share the Gospel. I went with my friend Derek and we talked to a few people. Most of the people we talked to were already Christian. The last conversation we got into was with two college students, a guy and girl. The guy was a Christian, but the girl wasn’t. When we asked the question “What do you believe happens after death?” the girl answered with “nothing”. This broke our hearts. People are hurting and need to hear the gospel, but only God can soften hearts. I pray that God softens her heart, because there is so much more than this life! That night was one of the most intense nights ever. We had men’s time. We were required to run 2 miles, army crawl several feet through sand, do push-ups, squats, and get all of the guys over a raised bar with “burdens” on us. It was probably the most challenging thing I have ever done. We finished though, and had a great bonding time as men of God. On Sunday I visited a church with several students and the pastor knows John Piper well and worked with him at Bethlehem Baptist church. It was sweet visit a church similar to mine in St. Cloud. The rest of the day was time to rest and relax.

Monday was my 20th birthday, so my roommates made breakfast for me and we celebrated with almost the whole project. We had over 40 people in our apartment! It was so nice to still get to celebrate my birthday even if I wasn’t at home. That night we heard from a man who used to be the head honcho at the Epcot park (one of the theme parks at Walt Disney World). He was a Christian. It was awesome to see that God can place Christians in huge roles at a secular company like Walt Disney World. He was even able to share his story with several people he worked with. The next day was Disney Traditions which was technically our first day of work. For 8 hours we learned all about the company and it’s history. At the end of 8 hours we were finally given our badges and Ids and which get us into the parks for free. That night we spent hanging out at the Magic Kingdom. Wednesday we learned about time management in the morning, and then we headed out to the Campus Crusade world headquarters. It was awesome to see and hear about what God is doing around the world in and through all the different ministries within Campus Crusade. That evening the national directors of the U.S. ministry had us over for dinner, and we got to connect with them and hear their story. They were extremely down to earth and easy to talk to, which you don’t see in many people so high up within an organization. Thursday morning we had another men’s time and talked about 2 Timothy and Paul and Timothy’s relationship. Afterwards I met with my discipler and we went and shared the gospel at a mall. We prayed that God would provide someone ready to hear the Gospel. Well, he answered our prayers! The first guy we talked to shared that he was unsure about life and that he thought nothing happened after death, but he indicated that he wanted to know God personally. We shared the knowing God personally booklet with him, and he indicated that he wanted to trust Christ! It was so awesome and encouraging to see someone want to trust Christ right away, and I’m almost positive he had never heard the gospel before. Afterwards Phillip and I just talked about life and looked at some scripture and asked how we could pray for each other. That evening several of us went to Disney’s Hollywood Studios which was a lot of fun. The next day I had to fly back to Minnesota, and I spent the weekend at Shawn’s wedding. Shawn is one of my best friends and him and his now wife (Jayme) are definitely going to glorify the Lord in their marriage! Sunday I flew back to Florida and as soon as I walked back into my condo (the cabana) I was greeted with everyone worshipping and praying together. It was great to see the unity increase among our group, because even if we are all different we are all here for the purpose of seeing lost people changed by Jesus Christ. This morning we had some more training and got to get our costumes. Tonight is our first bible study which I am really looking forward to! Tomorrow is my first day on the job at Cosmic Ray’s CafĂ© (the second busiest restaurant in the WORLD)! I am so excited to meet my coworkers and build relationships with them!

Berto :)